Yesterday S10 gave W a picture he drew. It was a big angry face with "Don't divorce!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" written at the top. She contained herself when she saw it, but I could tell she was REALLY ticked off. She asked if he gave me one too, and he said no.

Seeing how much pain he's in really got to me. W broke my heart back in April. Now she's breaking it 2 more times with my 2 boys.

She's apparently lying to our kids, telling them that this was the decision of both of us, not just her.

On a lighter note, I'd say I've dropped the rope 100% and completely detached. I don't want her back any more. The selfishness on her part is mind boggling.


Me-47,XW-43
S13,S16
M:18
BD:4-23-17
W filed:7-17-17
(5 months of in-house separation hell)
W moved out:1-6-18
D granted:2-15-18
Decree signed:3-29-18

Your future is out there. Go find it.