WAS wanting to move across the world - help

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Hi Tread,

Yes, I understand what you're saying. I know I'm painting a dark picture, but there have been tiny tiny glimmers. Same on the weight loss, though she isn't trying to get me to eat - she has complimented me a couple of times on the weight loss (my weight was a real issue to her).
Also, cooking dinner for her and the kids, she has made comments to the kids about what a great cook dad is ( I haven't cooked them a meal in a very long time).

And the rare occasional touch of my hand.

All confusing - and I know I'm going to hear some tough words at the therapy session today before she flies.