Everyday is getting a little bit easier, when I need to cry, I go into my room, cry for a few minutes, and then put myself back together. This relieves my emotions for that day. I will implement my 180 in full force today: no contact unless it's kids and finances, no relationship talks, no intimacy of any kind, continue to be kind and not as available. This will be hard because I'm a very affectionate and sexual woman, but I must stand my ground and heal.
By doing this, I'm hoping to be mentally stronger and that my husband will realize the good that he had until it's gone. I can't give him the power to bring me down. I have support from my family and friends as well as this board.
Me: 37 H: 32 S:10 D: 9 Married: 11 years Sep: 6/25/17 D filed: 7/13/17
