Rough day with the kids. I tried to spend it with just being around the house and watching TV with them. S10 asked lots of questions that brought me to tears. S14 occupied himself on the computer all day and didn't want to talk. Neither of them want to move (we had this house built for us) and I'm not sure I can afford the house alone.
Holding, again we are almost day to day inline with our situations. The only difference is that our talked happened yesterday and I have to work today so I am not there for my kids if they need me. Hopefully everyday gets a little better. I guess we need to just keep doing what we're doing and see how it turns out!