The kids are playing out with friends and the house is so empty. I'm keeping busy but it keeps creeping into my mind that this is the time that H and I could have started to do things without the kids. We've worked hard and spent all our time with them and now they are getting a bit older it was going to get easier it's so sad.
I am also dreading tomorrow night when he tells them it's all consuming and I just want to hit fast forward to them knowing and him being out of the house so I know what I'm dealing with in terms of their feelings and emotions.
Anyway best make the most of them being out and get the finances emailed to him, that is not going to go down well!
Me 46 H 39 M 11 T 14 S 10 DO 8 ILYBNILWY 11.06.17 Separate rooms 11.06.17 ILW OW A ongoing 12.06.17 Kicked H out 23.6.17 H came home 20.8.17
