Wife says that she had enough, files for divorce

[SwHubby]

Been alone for the weekend, had a hard time GALing. Cleaned the house, exercised (run) and a couple of walks. The plan for today is to finalize a proposal to W about dividing stuff since she is moving soon. Started to contact friends again (haven't for the past week) and will meet a couple of them in next week.

I have also taken measures in the past weeks to always look as good and well as possible: buying some new clothes, new haircut, new cologne (haven't used any for some time now), 2 pairs of new shoes, a new jacket. I have been waiting to make upgrades to my wardrobe for quite some time now.
During the time I didn't feel well, I let my appearance slip: avoided buying new clothes, didn't make reservations at hairdresser in time, didn't take showers on a daily basis if I was home alone etc. Previously, I was meticulous about dress codes and making a good first impression. Mostly for work (professional services) but also in my personal life.

My wife still do not want to contact me unless there is something important to discuss, like dividing stuff since she's moving into her new apartment in about a week or dropping of D. Otherwise it is radiosilence. I am keeping my distance and hasn't reached out at all: only responds when she initiates communication. And the communication we do have is pretty awkward, my W wants to leave as quickly as possible when dropping of D as an example. But at least she's not openly hostile at the moment.
When I see her, one part of me wants to yell at her and the other one wants to kiss her. But I am keeping it cool, just making a little bit of small talk and try to feel and look "fine".

Still giving D as much love as I possibly can when I see her, and coming up with activities for us to do. Going to parks/playgrounds, picnics, travel to nearby city by train etc.

Well, time to start with the objectives for the day!