Hey FG, great to hear from you! How are you getting on?

No, I don't feel like I am strong. Everything I do is forced and painful! Although I don't have those terrible panicky, sicky feelings anymore I still feel terribly sad about all of this. Going dark has helped to weed out those feelings however I miss my H even more now that we have very little contact and especially as he makes no effort to contact me. It seems the distance and pursuer dynamic doesn't work in my sitch!

I just keep plodding along FG, as do we all, in a sitch that I never asked for nor agreed to.

Hopefully you will pop in and give us an update on his you are getting on?

Me - 47
H - 45
D-16
M - 6 years
Separated - May 16

Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')