WAS wanting to move across the world - help

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Thanks Tread, I'm so sorry to hear about your painful experiences.

I do hope there isn't anything there for me. My consolation is that, if there is, it's on the other side of the world and she won't be able to get there very often at all.
On the flip side we'll be living together in the same house, so I'll have the time to DB and see if I can change the situation.

I'm just having trouble staying strong and also getting so frustrated at the cold, nasty looks I'm getting. But, I know she's on a plane in a couple of days, so I'll get a respite then.