I hear you, understand she'll never know how I feel and your right each time episodes like these happen it just makes me more hardened to her and maybe when her A goes bad IF it does I might not want anything to do with her.
I don't intend to go back on all my hard work now and not seeing her is making it easier to move on with my life continuing to DR and getting out enjoying myself.
Thanks again.
Mark.
DR'ing started March 2017
Don't blow the last bridge up from fantasy island, act "as if".