Boston Dad Need of Help Part 2

[Btrow]

Teppo,

Yes. The kids were not the point of that coversation. I had actually rehearsed what I wanted to say. Was in tears when rehearsing (ohhh BTW it was on the 25. December, my first ever christmas without the kids since they were born, bad day to rehearse deep stuff). I wanted that talk to be the end of our marriage relationship. The end of me and her. Some sort of thanks for 20 goodish years. Had nothing to do with the kids. (And it was months before I found this website so had no idea what a WW was back then, I probably had hoped for some sort of reaction, idk...). When she ruined that moment for me, I just thought, what the heck, screw her...

Off course we still have kids together and always will. But I'm not there for her. I'm there for the kids.