How do you make sense of what was real in your M before MLC? Especially if you're having to do it on your own because your H refused to talk about it. Sometimes I wonder if I was just conned for 20 years and this awful person is who he truly was. If there were terrible things I didn't know.
Me: 53 H:38 T:20 M:14 BD ILYB etc 10/15, H diagnosed severe depression S 1/16 PA 4/16 H filed 1/17