Finding my way in the dark - Part 2

[Holding]

Now I'm sitting here, beating myself up, second guessing myself. I'm wondering if I made all this worse by DB'ing. Last night she said how she can't live in emotional isolation. That's what I did for the past six months when I was depressed (before BD), and that's what she thinks I've continued to do since I started DB'ing. What if I'm wrong about OM and she's really been honest the whole time?

God, I'm in such a fog of doubt right now.