MrCas - did my reply to your questions about his 'motivation' make sense? (Always find it helpful to check I'm not infected by crazy too!)
Tread - thank you. Maybe I do feel a bit ashamed of still loving the H I knew given what he is now. I have no idea if my H still feels anything about me at all now, tbh. I know he did love me, but now, no doesn't look like he'd spit on me if I was on fire.
Me: 53 H:38 T:20 M:14 BD ILYB etc 10/15, H diagnosed severe depression S 1/16 PA 4/16 H filed 1/17
