HI, so I have been busy lately. Will be finishing my job shortly and going back home along with the kids. I am ensuring we enjoy every minute of it. Last weeken was lots of fun we went hiking and tree treking and zip lining, a beautiful experience although I did chicken out in the beginning but when kids done I guess I could not. Amazing feeling. We went with a group of friends. Me and kids had to tried with one guywho I recently was introduced to. He is a real gentleman and was engaging and took care of the kids and tried to make them laugh. It was a very weird feeling for me as I knew I am not ready yet to even think of anyone yet nor would want to . I was a bit distant and didnot want to give the wrong impression. Unfortunately he is divorced and was very much hurt by his wife when she kicked him out. Not sure why . It seems he doesnot know and is so much hurt why she destroyed his life. His relationship with her is nonexistent and unfortunately the kids were involved . To me he seems decent loving his kids and his old life very much spiritual and tries to help anyone he can.

At I think it was a great outing we had fun and I got some confidence that I am standing where I want to be.

Well we have not heard from H since his last interaction withD for the gift. Not that he contacted her later. Maybe got hurt she refused his gift maybe not...have no idea... No need to think or speculate what he is thinking of not thinking.i don't want to return to that part.

M 45 H 45
D1 12 D2 9
BD 04/14
Living two different state
Not officially separated