Trying to detach from WTF world

[MrCAS]

I think I'm grieving again because I love him, and I hate what has happened to him, and there is nothing I can do about it. And, more than just detaching, I know I have to choose to go dark for my own survival really.

I think we all have had the missing stages. Hell, sometimes I still miss my XW... But what I really miss is the "us" that was before "the Darkness" came around.

I don't miss her lying, the cheating, the miserable interactions..

You can love someone. You can care about someone. You also don't have to accept all the BS that comes with the package. You can't fix him.

Going dark at the juncture seems like a reasonable and prudent thing to do.

I kept all interactions to e-mails only after a fashion. I didn't have to deal with the craziness. It gave me an opportunity to think out my response instead of reacting to it.