Talking with my IC yesterday, I admitted to feeling much better about myself. And all the activities I was getting into. Mentioned that my W seemed like she wasn't even worth the trouble. And that didn't want her to ruin the things I had going on.
This is the exact point when the worm really turned for me. I realized that she was no prize. Not in her current state. Sitting around on her computer talking to losers, getting wasted a lot. I had WAY more positive things going for myself and realized I didn't want her messing that up.
Don't feel bad about that. That prevailing attitude from you will be picked up by her and she will probably respond to it. She's going to realize that you are, in fact, a prize. A prize that she had but is in grave danger of losing or has already lost.
All in all you're doing very well. Keep up the GAL. Do anything and everything you want. Just make sure they are things that help you grow, make you happy, and are a positive influence in your life. Depression will disappear and your confidence will soar. You're doing great. Stay the course!!!
