Hey G. So glad you had a nice trip. Wish I was there.
So you ever have a canker sore or a toothache or earache and you touch them to feel the pain? NO? Oh, maybe it's just me then.
Most times we have to walk through the pain to get to the other side. You and I are alike is some ways. I think this may be another way. We have to see something over and over until it really sets in. For me, it is sometimes the only way I get it.
I always say I need a brick building to fall on me sometimes, ya know?
When my life isnt going great...and it isnt now.. hasnt been for sometime for a lot of reasons..I pray and talk to my dad in heaven. And always....always...I am shone someone who has been through far worse than me.
Sometimes that helps get me back on track. Sometimes I need to have a good cry anyway. Because even though I know there are people with way more stuff to bare than me, sometimes I am just plain tired of it all.
So life succks some for you right now. You know you will pick yourself up again..its who you are. Long as you dont live there..you are ok.
But I have also found that when I take some time to look at the good stuff in my life, it helps some.
The thing is G, it's all a process. It doesnt always feel like where are getting anywhere. And often it feels like we are going backwards some. But eventually we right the boat and carry on.
We are survivors. We are tough and strong and brave.
This is another setback for you for sure. But not for long. I know that without a single doubt.
You will get through this. You will be fine.
Can you stick your foot out as your ex passes? Whoops..i didnt mean to say that out loud. My bad.
G, that psychic sees what I see. I can feel it deep in my old bones. These are not just words I am writing. There will be someone special in your life...when you are ready..when it is time. You cant rush it. Just let it happen.
Love you, my friend. We have a date when you are feeling better to go eat ourselves silly in Brooklyn.
