- Well, looks like I got locked out with only 10 pages - I thought I had more time to start a new thread.
my last thread

I really do not think I will post to this one much as I really feel that there is no hope and I am just plain tired of beating my head against the wall.

Of course I may open a new thread in surviving but for now will just lurk around and put up an occasional post here. At least I tried and I can hold my head high that I did what I could to save my M. Loosing me is C's loss. and my next girlfriend's gain.

good luck to everyone remaining.

ODGA