I agree Blu, I woke up feeling ashamed at how I presented my decision. I do regret mixing my frustration with my asking for an amicable D. But I am ready to D, so I am unable to determine away to make amends for my approach.

I've considered letting her know that I regret the way I handled it, but I am not sure it will result in any benefit for her or me in doing so.

Her only response to me was that she new it was going to happen, but it became real when I said it..

M - 9 1/2 years
5/5/16 - Bomb drop - 3 week EA
10/31/16 - We sold house
01/10/18 - D Finalized