What a huge leap forward you've taken! I loved hearing that you were annoyed with yourself reading back how that conversation went. Sometimes we just need to step outside of ourselves to change our attitudes.
You're on your way now, T. Way to go!!!!
BTW, it's still ok to grieve. Just don't let it get in the way of your happiness.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15