Thank you thank you, 25. My IC says I am quite resilient and she has never seen someone do so much work to overcome. I really try, and I keep getting knocked on my A. Yes, much have it worse than me, but I am truly getting worn down. My tears have been flowing at my desk today and I hate when that happens.

I think I'm jealous when I look at FF and new woman. She is exactly what he wanted. Young, unattached to anything, so close with his family already. He literally found the perfect woman for him and everything he told me he wanted. But so freaking fast. And he has mentioned her before which I guess makes it a little harder. Which I didn't expose myself to that profile picture. It's ingrained in my brain now.

Funny, we have about 3 pictures of us. I never posted one to FB, nor did he. Someone posted a pic of us together once, but that's it.

I just need a break from the pain, ya know? Tonight I get to watch my exH play in my spot on MY volleyball team. Playing is what I need to be doing tonight.

When I was talking to my psychic, she said not be surprised if my daughter has psychic abilities. Her intuition and her sensitivity is strong. She was right on with that.

yeah, sometimes we need a little comfort and look in some weird placed. When I'm down and out, I have been known to open a random fortune cookie hoping to see if it could predict something positive in my future.