Thank JOb, I really did have a wonderful time and I was happy and relaxed. I didn't realize how close I was to you! What a lovely area it was. I could see myself living the country life!
I will need surgery. That is going to be tough. I'll be out of work for a few weeks. I'll find out details Wednesday.
I decided to be an idiot and look at the GF's FB page and her new profile picture is og them hugging at the wedding with everyone's comments of a what a beautiful couple. How long has this been going on for?
It hurt soooooo badly to see it. I shouldn't have done it. Every single relationship I don't get much time to heal before I have to see see them with their significant other and it hurts every single time very badly. So I took the step to block him, block his gf and unfollow his sister. I need to protect my sanity. Everytime I get my crap together something sets me back. With the injury, I wasn't in the mindset to find this out. I also made the mistake last night of texting his telling him I didn't know he has a girlfriend, else I wouldn't have sent that last text, even though it was meant as funny and friendly, out of respect. I wished them luck, and I told him looks like he found exactly what he was looking for.
Passive aggressive, I know. I had a backslide. I haven't had any backslides post DB with the guys I have dated. So I am letting myself off the hook for this one.
Of course he didn't respond. I did not expect him to. He fully moved and fast, of course.
Job, I am not expecting anyone anymore, unfortunately.
