When it rains it pours! That date FF had to the wedding is his GF. His sister posted pics from a christening and yup, definitely dating. I had my friend check something out, so while I was already really down, I could just take it all at once. my friend is still friends on FB with him. On Friday the GF posted a pic of them from the wedding back in june.

They were keeping it under wraps for a while I guess. It was painful to see. Good news for him is, everyone who comes after me is usually "the one".

I could have never contended with a 23 year old who is good friends with the family, his sister, and is the babysitter to his nephew. I honestly wish I never met him. We should have never happened. He's known her a while, she should have just went there first.

About my need to see how much pain I can tolerate. I feel like the universe keeps doing it for me, so I really don't need to do it for myself.