Having a rough day here. I know it's not logical but sometimes I'm still shocked by who my STBXH is now and what has happened...which is ridiculous after 18 months of the crazy rollercoaster. Maybe I just feel grief as part of detaching...I miss my H. I would give almost anything to see his face looking like him. But I know that's not going to happen after so long, but I just miss him.
Me: 53 H:38 T:20 M:14 BD ILYB etc 10/15, H diagnosed severe depression S 1/16 PA 4/16 H filed 1/17
