25yearsMLC - 10 yrs Later I File D (pt 5)

[25yearsmlc]

So my L and I are to have an overview today in 2 hours.

and the hearing is the 24th and I THINK it might be "The big one". So I'm girding myself for the other shoe to drop

or a $hit sandwich settlement offer...or YAY I'm free! The gong show is over!"

the fb post by a patient of his, of h at work in his scrubs, is gone. But yes, I have a copy and the person who grabbed it also marked the date (2 weeks ago). You'll recall he "retired, April 1" and thus, cannot pay for d19 (now D20!)'s college OR pay me spousal support. BTW even if that were true, that h had actually retired, it'd be more insane b/c he'd be giving up a huge salary to avoid paying me temporarily, 1/4 of it. Those are some significantly crappy choices.

This is the biggest financial transaction of MY life and it affects my kids. No more head in the sand.

My "sh" (still h) is a nasty fraud. Not sure when all that happened, or when I became blind or whatever, but it's how it is now.

I have moments when I look back and say "OMG was that fake too??! What was I thinking???!"

Then reminding myself that I can look back, later...for now I'm in survival mode and I come first.

Finally.