Maybe She Isn't Evil

[Coconut]

1. I won't be in court as I signed the required paperwork for my L to present to the court on my behalf.

2. I get panic attacks when I think about the divorce, the financial burden it entails, the future of single life, and everything else this situation brings me.

3. Moving 600 miles for a new job away from friends and family just before a divorce isn't helping either. I've only been here a month and it feels like an eternity.

4. This [censored].

1. Why won't you be there? Curious why you decided to not be there.

2. I'm curious as to what your GAL activities are... It surprises me to hear this from you. Sad, upset, I get those feelings, but panic attacks? Are you making the most out of your life or dwelling on the past?

3. I moved 600 miles away, I felt exhilaration about the move for the first two months, new places to explore, finally lived in a place out of the city, meeting new people... Where would you LOVE to live? Maybe you need to find a job in that place.

4. Yes, it [censored]... But you have the opportunity to do whatever YOU want, what do you want?

Your post may have just been a day of wallowing in self pity, but if it represents a bigger picture, you need to work on that. You can be happy, you just gotta find and do what it takes to get there.