Well here I am looking forwards

[ATPeace]

Hi i thought I would drop by and update

Our house is under offers and I have now been served

I have seen a solicitor and she bought be
Me some comfort but I am not looking forwards to the next few months

So a question control has been an issue for me in the past and I used to hate to see my W go out without me

This Friday she is having some friends over and then they are all going clubbing I will be,left looking after the kids ...I am wondering if I will manage seeing her getting ready to go out seeing her getting made up and going out without me still hurts.

What if some of her new friends are guys is it wrong for me to say sorry but I don't want them our family home is that wrong

I know I cannot stop her doing whatever she will do ....I still hope for a way through this but her way through is divorce and seperate houses lives she is not mine she tells me that we have been apart for over two years and that she could have been re married and have a new family

She is very distant and I do still struggle

I am working a couple of days a week in Devon my two older kids are looking forward to moving I will be up and down the country plan to get a motorhome to sleep in when I am back seeing the younger kids

I am slowly making plans it is just I still am too attached

Any advice for Friday night

Many thanks
Ghost