Hey T, sorry I was short on words. Another complaint of wife lol. Man of few words.
She is insisting we go to talk. I did not flat out say no at first but I did say I don't know and she asked several more times to go. From last time I seen her I can sense shes coming to reality.
But for the reason why I going. I think something light may be appropriate. I was never a scumbag husband (physical abuse or verbal, cheating, stealing etc), but I was non existent. I liked nothing. She could have went to the mall and picked up a mani quin and that would have been equivalent to me. About as interesting as a sock. I know what she did was ludicrous. I feel like I'm at place to have a good convo and share intersting stories and things I've been doing.
Believe me I have zero expectations. She may back out for all I know. She may say this is goodbye, who knows. We don't have as much history or cement like others do that I can fall back on. So I would like to see what she needs to say. We attempted to talk last week about this but got cut short since alot of people was around. We were outside but people kept coming and going.
All in all, we have been married a short period of time, no kids. I accepted my faults and ready to see what happens. Hopefully we can get this resolved but I don't plan sitting around waiting forever. She said a hundred times that I used her for practice for my next relationship. I never had a real relationship before her so I was a bit clueless.
M 1.5 years, her affair was before 1 year T 7 Years
