So good to hear an update from you. I see H is still in his delusional state and I do hope he figures out a way to get through the tunnel but it does seem he has yet to hit that point.
I did have a chuckle about the dating, I have always been curious when you would reach that point and guessed it would go as it did. I seem to be there as well ... you hit a point where you wold like that company but after so long with one person it just seems to feel off. Don't worry .. I too bounce between my safety bubble and putting myself out there .... that is a cycle and all a part of this.
Sounds like you are doing very well and handling things perfectly
