Feeling pretty crap today. I have been seeing some of my/our close friends the past week and telling them that we are separated and that my W had an A. Seeing them react has been hard. Some of them were really close to my W and were quite hurt at what she did.
I went a full day no contact yesterday and I feel like crap today because of it. I know this is what I have to do but its so hard. I miss her....
I flip back and forth throughout the day from hurt to angry to sad to happy to content etc. I guess its kind of sinking in as I am trying to put some distance between us.
Anyways, just dumping some thoughts out of my head...
