Thank you so much for all your caring words.. i needed your support and once again, many of you came through!!
I kept my promise. I have an appointment with my doctor this afternoon. I made the decision to Not leave my work but i will cut on my hours and add one monday off per month..
Son asked me if i could hire his gf for the rest of the summer. I am considering doing so. It might be a solution to the drama of ex-h.
The new fight subject: drugs.. Ex-h brought up the subject to me on friday but did not have time to discuss the whole situation. It is all assumptions. I sent this text to him:
" Isaiah has a good head on his shoulder.. I have faith in him . I beleive in him and i am proud of the young man he his. He will do whatever it takes to Not end- up back home.. guide him without been an enabler.. that is my approach. He is 19.. young and frugal yet responsable and go getter... Do you remember that time of your life? Leaving to be on your own? Exciting but not easy.. Were you the person you ask him to be or were you like him? Talk to him but be realistic... not his whole life will be like this... ours was not.."
Yes, i beleive son do drugs from time to time. He parties sometimes but not on a regular basis. They also spend time with family. To me, their behaviour do not alarm me.. they are going upward not downward. They are maturing and i am not to concern.
Back to me: i am making notes of all your tests i should ask for.. i will address my anxiety and chest pains. I will have a full physical and i have booked another appointment for my " feminine organs.. lol I am going under the microscope from head to toe.
I will come back and reply to each of you soon... Once again, THANK YOU!!!!!
