I just read up on your situation and I'll be totally blunt here. You Sir, are an A hole. A self absorbed A-hole. You have sooooooooo many wonderful people lending you their experience and guidance and you shoot all of them down making them ignorant and stupid. And when your exact words are served back to you, you claim it was taken out of context. Are you sure you aren't in politics?
I am AMAZED that 25 and some other are continuing their support. AMAZED. 25 really has patience of a saint.
You are so closeminded about your own faults it's a major fault all on its own.
I think you really have deep issues that you are afraid to tackle and until you do, things will not budge. I also think you have an inflated ego and traits of a spoiled brat. Are you an only child? That would explain plenty.
Never the less I still wish you the best of luck with your sitch, you'll need it.