Came home from the movies with S13 this evening to find where my W accidentally left the lyrics to a Jill Scott song on the computer. Here are the lyrics:
Hey Mmmm hmmm, Listen to me, listen to me, listen to me, listen to me Listen to me, listen to me, listen to me, listen' I've been talking to this man He's been saying what I like and He makes me smile, When I'm down, so down He says sweet things in my ear All the things that I needed to hear But that's as far as it's gone I promise, I promise But I enjoy it, I love it so Cause it seems like I'm always alone You're at arms reach But baby, Where are you? Where are you? Cause I got this fire Sweet and true But I'm cold as ice around you Cause I'm lonely Whenever you're around Cause I'm lonely Whenever you're around Whoa, whoa, whoa What happened to the wonderful thing we had…
Not sure if I should take this as some sort of sign to make some changes to pursue or just keep on with my detaching? I just know that W got grilled pretty hard from our friend last night when they went out for coffee. Our friend talked to me earlier about their conversation. W clearly had no answer or justification that made any sense. Plus our friend stated that all W did was lie about every and anything. From what I gather, I believe she is through with my W. Or at least going to limit the relationship. Another long time friendship changed due to W failure not to leave OM alone. Interesting thing is that OM is not losing or sacrificing a thing for my W. But she is about to lose everything, just for the hope that she might be with him. Its the saddest thing I've ever seen. Trying to completely detach, but there is a part of me that wants to wave a wand and fix what's going on with my W.
