I have no idea what that means or if it means anything at all because it was a relatively short talk about us.
I think I've said this several times already, but I'll say it again- she is scared, confused and doesn't know what to do. She was depressed and miserable in your M (again I'm NOT saying that's all your fault, it was the overall situation), and she doesn't want to go back to that. But I think she still loves you and wants the M, but she's afraid to say that because she doesn't just want to go back to Cali and resume the old M.
So if you're still interested in recon, then just ask her what the perfect M looks like to her. What is it that she wants? Because she's never really verbalized that to you. She knows what she doesn't want, but what does she want?
