I've probably pushed her so far away that there's no chance of her coming back, I HAVE to get my stupid emotions in check. I can't keep doing this if I ever want her to think about recon. I'll be out of country all next week so that should be a good start since I can't contact her if I even wanted to but this had to stop and insist wise up and listen to you guys. It's 7 weeks today that she left so maybe I can correct the shop if I can stick with it
