On my phone so this will be short. All great thinking points... I do not need H to value my worth. H was only my second 'serious relationship' we have been together since I was 18. Really all I know... I know I was spiraling last night. I posted here and moved on. Didn't react or do anything with those thoughts just had a sad moment posted it and moved on.
So I have confirmation of H and OW. It's the boss daughter. H said he was storming today = lie. He is out with her on his motorcycle.
I also checked the phone bill after this and he was texting while in our home this weekend.
So yes he's not committed to our M or making strides but the last we talked he just needed space so he could figure out why he feels this way and that we would figure things out. Him taking space didn't mean it was a bad thing he just needed some time to himself.
So what do I do? Train are you still around?
He thinks he's going to come this way and go to fireworks as a family. He didn't actually tell me this and we hadn't agreed on it I heard him tell the boys last night when I had them call to say goodnight
