I'm so sorry you had to come back to this board SJ. Also thank you for commenting in my thread. I forgot to reply it and of course support is always welcome
You sound like a strong woman and a good mother. You seriously deserve something better in your life. Hopefully your husband realizes this as well. Just keep making it hard for him. I agree with Mark entirely.
In my thirties, BDd 2017, divorced 2 young kids new relationship