Thanks for the encouragement. W is out of town until tomorrow night and I have already put myself in the mindset to get back on track. Did some working out earlier and then went to get a pedicure. Can't have my feet looking bad, while I continue to lose this weight...LOL Oh by the way seen a picture of OM on FB(Oddly I happen to be friends with a few members of his family). Dude is seriously putting on a lot of weight and looking not too good. All I could is laugh at the irony of this guy looking bad, while I continue to look better than I have in years. There really is something to working on yourself.
Good stuff. Stay the course and keep your eyes on the prize. Keep discipline of your thoughts. Alone at quiet times are when the "demons" of all this stuff going on will try to creep in. Self-doubt, sorrow, despair, etc. I know you already know that. You have to recognize when that's happening and refocus your thoughts right away. Don't allow yourself to get stuck in that mode. You're doing great. Continue to do that. Come back and re-read these posts if you're not feeling good. Take comfort in knowing you're doing everything you can possibly do right now to build a better you and possibly get your M back on track. ALSO, take comfort in knowing that building a better you means you'll be just fine no matter how the M comes out. Stay the course!
