I smashed it :-)

He was asking me about work and I was a little dishonest but he doesn't need to know that, he was really inquisitive and I was friendly enough but vague. He then said 'I'm a bit out of the loop as I haven't really spoken to you' OMG! I kept it upbeat and he asked permission to go to football I said of course you can go there's no need to ask permission but what are your plans. He said he would bring the kids back and leave after S is in bed if that was OK? I said I didn't know what time I would be back from work and that was fine. He then said well we need to talk really, we can still talk 'BABE'!!!! I said we're talking now a bit jokey he said yes I know but it would nice to have a proper chat later. Not for me it won't but I know what I have to do and I will not be drawn in especially with the kids in the house. He has to start early tomorrow but did suggest that if he didn't he would have stayed, I didn't respond to this as it's now not an issue.

My heart is pounding but I did it!


Me 46 H 39
M 11 T 14
S 10 DO 8
ILYBNILWY 11.06.17
Separate rooms 11.06.17
ILW OW A ongoing 12.06.17
Kicked H out 23.6.17
H came home 20.8.17



Tomorrow is another day