How do I know God is real. I choose to believe it. I have Faith that true Joy & Peace comes from our spirit and soul.
I'm sorry that it appears that your WH is happier now. That happiness is probably just a "high". Chances are, our prodigals will go from one high to another hoping to mask the hurt. Or try and find something they think their life is missing. They'll never find it.
The battle is not over. Even if you give up now God will be there for you later. I just read the story of Isaac and how he had to dig three wells to find water and God's blessings.
You and I and everyone here is between wells. We maybe at the first well, or the second. God's blessings are coming.
I'll pray for you and anyone else who wants prayer.
M:50 W:53 MR:20 D:21 S:17 S:11 BD-Sept 2015 Suspected PA Sept 2015-Confronted W & OM Dec 2015 Actually EA In house Sep:Jan/16-May 2016 W moved out:May 22 2016 OM-Intro Oct/17-On scene July/Aug 2017