It's interesting how the mind of WS works. They're out there doing dirt, but yet claim to be the cordial one in the MR when you bring when they are causing the chaos. Apparently my W didn't like me telling her not to be so judgemental to her younger brother. Even though she constantly addresses whatever issue I have with my siblings. Somehow that conversation led to her and OM being back in contact. I get accused of always bringing the conversation back to him. Even though she leads the conversation or does things to bring him up. But she'll never admit to that fact.

Claims to not have been in contact with him in months. But I know for a fact that is a lie. Still I kept that bit of information to myself. W acted surprised when I said that she acts different when he's in the picture. Which is a huge reason I prefer them to have no contact with each other. Suddenly her mood towards me changes as if she has to show loyalty to him. The good news is that tomorrow night, she's be leaving out of state with until Tuesday night with S13, her sister and mother. Which will leave me to myself to GAL and be free from her presence.

I feel like a prisoner in my own freaking home, tip toeing around a WW as she disrespects me. And talks bad about my family. But yet she runs around with her abusive mother, defending her, knowing that a lot of her issues stem from childhood abuse from that woman. The woman my W was is clearly gone. If she comes back before a BD is final, then we'll see what happens. But at the moment, I don't see a person worth fighting for anymore. So its back to trying to detach. First two and half days were going so well.


MR: 15 T:17
Me: 37 W: 34
S14
BD/PA/EA: 12/2016