Thank you all. You all are so great to me. Sandi I read your post probably 10 times and made my friend read it as well haha
H was gone all day for the baby shower we didn't hear from him not that I expected to but I made sure to be out when he got home. We came back to the house so I could change the baby and I walked of the door to leave and H came with for fireworks. I took what Cadence said since I didn't say no to his comment earlier in the day and didn't say anything. I did t say two words to him in the car. I listened to music with the boys he made a little small talk about certain songs or something about the weather I just kind of uh huh'd him and kept about the song singing with the boys.
We enjoyed the fireworks. He was on his phone most of the time. Then told me he was talking to my friends husband. I just said cool. My friends husband knows all about it. That's who's house I was at the night H text me to tell me he was moving out. He has been wanting to talk to H over a beer but I've told him not to. He text me and asked me if he should respond to H. I told him whatever he wanted to do.
Anyway, H was talking to the boys about what we would do next year for July 4th. I was thinking to myself we will not be having family outings and was just laughing to myself that he's so crazy.
Long story short I'm getting better at my interactions. Still haven't snooped on anything since Thursday. I have to say I feel better not looking.
I'm going to drop the rope. Thinking of the cashier helped me so much tonight. It reminds me to ask no uestuons which is what I was still doing before. I would ask about work or something small just to make conversation. Now I'm just not making any conversation lol it's hard for me because I'm a talker but luckily I have the boys to talk to lol they have no choice but to interact with me
