Cheesy! I think where you are is normal. AP is right, in that the reminders are what hurts. It's the reminders of how our ex's were, not how they are now. I get that longing feeling you have at times, but as soon as I remember just how horrible my STBX is being to me it helps me snap out of it (in addition to your reminders! )
Cheesy, view the sadness as something to remind you of your strength. To remind you of the awesome person you've become. You continue to become a more kick a$$ person every day my friend! I'd say that your W is a complete moron for leaving you, but I believe we established that a long, long time ago!!!
Keep being you and that missing feeling, I suspect, will just fade away.
Me39 M11 : T13 D9 BD 5/31/16 In House S until 6/21/17 Divorced 10/5/18
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