I asked you how you felt about the beauty comments & literally not having any other qualities of hers which you love. I know they exist, but I asked you how you felt (seeing that in writing.)
Other than what you "think" about things and how you wish you had done things, I miss hearing what you FEEL about it all.
To be clear - I believe you feel deep emotions, though I"m not sure you let yourself really go there. I'm not a T. But I wonder why you have not talked to someone.
Not my business but I sure as heck did not have the tools I needed to get through this.
Oh, telling AS that he's "wrong again" is sort of proving his point.
Cali, you are hurting and we get it. But stick around a bit after this weekend and we will all benefit.
Plus, a D paper is only that. A piece of paper. Your w has not faced the loss of you and your family and the m, in full yet.
You've been facing it more than she has b/c of the geography and social circumtances that go with it.
((( )))
I'm not seeing a T. I know it's really hard for you guys to understand me and how I am able to deal with things because it isn't anywhere near the norm and maybe it's abnormal, but I am truly fine and I will always be fine. I deal with things really easily and I have thought about this in depth before when trying to understand why I don't have the same break downs as most others do. I look at it very realistically and although I am donig the part to try to save my marriage I truly know, as I have this entire time, I will be just fine and know life goes on and there is no reason for me to let anything ruin my life, even for a little bit. I am very optomistic about how things always turn out and I will always come out on top. This is just my view of life. I have learned a great deal through the kind of things I train in and coach. I know how to perform optimally and at my very best under high stress situations because I put myself in those situations all the time. I also coach this very aspect as a mental game to othe
I am able to process things at much faster rate at least this is how I see it or the way I reason for why I don't go through the same internal turmoil that a lot do.
