The game that goes on and on? Yes, but it can end when you want.
Losing hand? No, I think you are the one with all your cards.
A different thought:
Instead of thinking of this as a giant game, which drives me insane, I think about each day as a finite one. I choose to play the game today and today only.
Gordie
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving
