I somehow missed Storm's post. Thank you. And thank you 25, Leah, and all of you. You guys are great. ... Things are better at the moment. We need to get back on with the Retrouvaille HW and sessions. It is strange because while the pendulum does not swing back and forth as often, it swings so much higher in each direction! Hard to explain in writing. Things were going so, so well, and then I have felt for weeks that I was ready to separate. These thoughts/feelings of not wanting to stay in the M have been stronger than ever. The feelings of apathy are the most unfamiliar, although maybe it is more numbness because I do have a lot of emotions in there. Maybe I am just better at burying them and protecting myself now.
C-nut, was it your thread awhile back where we discussed the difference between feelings and emotions? Maybe it was sadhub. I think I need to read those posts again.
TxHub and Storm have really opened up my eyes this week. I think that piecing is hard work, but especially hard because I didn't DB well all along. I still need to look harder at myself and mistakes, make changes for me alone, and feel better independent of him. I'll be back later, and address you guys, as I need to run out the door.
Thank you beautiful people! Blu
“Forgiveness liberates the soul. It removes fear. That is why it is such a powerful weapon.” – Nelson Mandela
