Hey Benni, sorry not stopped by today I'm having a bit of a down day. Just had to tell my cleaner of 4 years who I've know for 10 so is a friend as well that I can't afford to keep her on.

I haven't heard from work and I really need that bottomed out so I know what my next move is in terms of the house and whether I have to get another job straight away. There's just so much to think about.

What do you mean about getting a little too involved?

I've got my S's sports day this afternoon his last one at junior school. His Daddy could take a day off to spend with OW yesterday but not even considered taking time to watch his S. I know I shouldn't be thinking that but he's missed out on so many events over the years due to army commitments, tours, etc, you think he would want to when he can.


Me 46 H 39
M 11 T 14
S 10 DO 8
ILYBNILWY 11.06.17
Separate rooms 11.06.17
ILW OW A ongoing 12.06.17
Kicked H out 23.6.17
H came home 20.8.17



Tomorrow is another day