Well she is full steam ahead. Called the solictor for selling the house today. Is organising to get some real estate agents in to value the house. Gave me the papers to sign so she can get some government pay assistance. We'll be officially separated soon.
Right now it's not really hurting. I'm more frustrated and angry but also kind of relieved. Nothing is going to change while living together. I guess I'm just sick of this. I know the hurt will come though.
I'm trying to 180/Sandi's rules for myself now. Of course I'm hopeful that it will bring her back, but primarily doing it for me. Honestly, I've lost a lot of hope that she will come back lately.
