Oh Blu,
I am so sorry you are hurting. You have been such an inspiration to me when you've spoken to me on my thread.

I have no advice, of course, but just wanted to say you are loved in big ways, by those both seen and unseen, and I am so thankful to have you on these boards.

Hang in there, and most of all, take care of BLU.

M-60 H-51
M-14 years
BD 12/26/16
S 1/1/17

"First the pain, then the rising."
Glennon Doyle Melton