AP, bttrfly, skm, westo, thank you all so much for your replies.

I want to respond to each of you separately but my mind is all in a muddle at the moment. I can't seem to keep a thought in my head for very long before I get distracted. I feel I might be going into a fog too! Maybe it's work and not enough play that is making me feel so low at the moment. IDK.

I hope my upcoming holiday will help me feel a bit more clearer minded. I'm looking forward to just kicking back and reading a good book.

Thank you all again so much. I don't know what I would do without your kind and encouraging words. They help to keep me going when all I want to do is curl up in a ball and shut the world out. I'm sure you have all been there!

Xx


Me - 47
H - 45
D-16
M - 6 years
Separated - May 16

Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')